I’m tired of always feeling ugly. I’m tired of always being fat. I’m just plain tired. I’m jealous of every girl that’s better then me. I’m tired of everyone. I’m tired of the world. I want to have you, but I know I can’t. I’m tired of being your second choice. I always have have to talk to you first, i’m tired of that. I just want to be with you, without all the problems. Why can’t you just be a good guy that actually cares about me. I don’t even wanna talk or look at anyone. I just want to sit in my room and stare. I can’t describe how much pain you put me through every day. You don’t make me feel wanted, you make me feel like i’m a piece of shit. Why can’t you just notice i’m hurting. I never talk to you anymore and you still don’t care. The only thing that is good about my life is my friends. But even they can’t change the way I feel about you. Why can’t I just stop hurting.